Off in the distance the ocean beckons.
Here on the train ticking off seconds.
There on the beach my love awaits.
Here on the train, my groin awakes.
Second by second, it takes so long
But then brakes the train,
and here breaks the spell.
Maybe this journey’s not going so well.
Will he wait or give up,
if the train is delayed.
Will I fill with joy,
or be sadly dismayed.
I number the ways
I’ve had to contrive
I’ve waited so long for
this day to arrive.
My friends cannot know
the way that I feel
I want you so bad that
my head starts to reel
Can a man love a man
in a way such as this
Can a man with a man in
their joy share such bliss
This is really not wrong.
I know this is right
But my love, this would bring
to my family blight.
Oh what can I do.
The train is arriving.
To run to your arms
my cock is contriving.
I stand at the platform.
Which way do I turn?
Do I run to your arms or
turn back? Just return?
I stand motionless torn
between love and my duty.
The train is about to go
back to the city.
The people are boarding.
My eyes full of tears
The love I have waited
for so many years
So near now, so close
yet just beyond grasp
I climb back aboard and
choke back my last gasp.
Adventure is over
before it began
This coward left love to
go back to his clan
To live out his life in dark contemplation
Of what never can be.